Maps; Yeah Yeah Yeah

I slaved away over a hot oven, baking three batches of chocolate chip cookies to be sold at the Law Society’s bake sale on Monday. If you want them, they’re on sale.

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Today’s international mooting competition in UM, was a waste of my life. One, they can’t pronounce for nuts. And two, I didn’t get what it was all about until the third person spoke.

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I need to start my assignment tomorrow. D;

All I say about the moots today is, “boo”. 

— Hiatus

The stress of my impending final exams have finally hit me hard in the face. So with that in mind and the fate of my future just one and a half months away. I take leave from my blogging duties. 

It’s about a week left to go and then the finals begin. It’s scary how it all leads up to this moment. To have pretty much your whole future riding on 5 papers. I’m sure there will be plenty of moments like these but for now, right this instance, this seems like the do or die point that I wished I never had to come to face with. In retrospect, every major exam felt like it would determine the path you take. To a certain extent, it did. But none of them seem to carry as much weight as the inevitable that lies ahead. I wish you the best, if you’re in this too. On the 7th of July 2010, our fates shall be decided. 

Another week to go, another week to conquer and I am done.

End. Fin. Final. No matter how you say it, relates to an element of finality which I hate. Today, is the close of a chapter in my life; the last day of uni here in Malaysia. After all the years or whining and bitching about how I don’t like HELP, well for one thing I’m not going to miss the facilities (or lack thereof) but it’s always the people you miss, the atmosphere, the little things that were shared. The anticipation of leaving this country is now torn between the culminations of so many things. But the fact of the matter is, it is inevitable. Change is inevitable and I know that for a fact. But it doesn’t make it any less heartbreaking. 

They say, at the end of every chapter is a new beginning. And every beginning brings new and greater things. I hope those people are right, whoever they are. But like all nostalgic people, we hold onto whatever memories, whatever moments and it brings a tear in our eyes and then a smile on our lips. All the time. 

So, on Monday, we make our marks just as the great giants that have walked before us for the last 500 years. 

And it’s over.

I wonder if you can feel relieved and worried all at the same time. Now I need to go fill up my days until the results are released a month from now. I think my holiday officially starts tomorrow.

Gosh, I’m missing my sweetheart so much. 

Break Even; The Script

Now the flurry of visa applications begin. I am officially going to UWE, Bristol for my final year of law. Can you believe it, it’s interfering with my sleep as of last night at least. Everything about leaving seems to be getting more real as the days goes by. And the Script’s, Break Even is playing while I type this. Thanks iTunes DJ, you’re awesome.